Monday, November 12, 2007 @10:36 PM
despite the eventful break i had, i feels so empty
i made extra effort for out-night, catching up with friends to fill my emptiness
it takes few seconds of blank to start the questions repeat in my mind
i'm over protective of myself
i'm scare...
i run away
i shut myself from it, forcing myself to forget
i'm tired of putting a strong front
i cry and i dislike people to sympathise
under that cheerful and smiley face i'm nothing
i'm not one brave soul
i'm scared of getting hurt too...
Ohgod,
there I go again.