Saturday, September 02, 2006 @2:00 AM
was reading through cecilia's blog now going to 2am after work. a feeling gush out immediately to say that i was childish and maybe i was not tactful enough to handle the "old problem".
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To think that i cried as i was typing my previous entries as i thought of her and sort. haa .. i guess no one ever believe that i'm such a crybaby as i didn't like to look weak in front of others. well, you can say i'm stubborn? or that i have a big ego? haha...
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well, yesh i do saw the msg that she wanted to convey in her blog as it was posted THREE times. from there can guess maybe she was damn pissed in the past by me? haa ... i was tired that period and i like having grp discussion before making decision, means by having everyone's conformity before we agree on something? think it's because of my stubborness tooo.
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did i mention that i had depression when that happened? haa .. but really have to thanks Juan. at the start of miss toh lesson last sem, i couldn't hold my tears and i ran out to cry for half an hour. it's a non stop tap which i can't stop. Funny part is juan ran out after me and sat there to watch me cry. But that was comforting enough and it's all i need =)
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my life is really have it's ups and downs man. but i really cherish friendship. so i hope friends !!!!! we could be more open and frank to one and other. i wouldn't want another depression !!
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but i had started work at Raffles Hotel. A really high class place where u meet high end ppl. It's my 2nd day there and so far no rich man ask for my number. HAHA. no old man too !!! Maybe only one of the indians manager of the restaurant chat with me. He said he's 28. BUT, haaa ... i thought he's older. ssshhh ... of course i wouldn't have said that infront of him, i still wanna work there peacefully with longer breaks and go home earlier la.
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i found out that singapore really got quite a lot of rich man and tai-tais man. lunch cost about $$40+, high-tea for that tiny weeny bit of snacks cost $$35+ and dinner --- > $$55+ and it's like +++++ if u ordered some other drinks outside the menu. wah huh... maybe find some time we should try to pamper ourselves at one of these posh restaurant. but i prefer crystal jade palace. as it's CHEAPER la !
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anyway the people there mostly are friendly, but the more friendly, the more they know how to "touch and carress the fishes" la. u can find them doing something comfortable like wiping forks and spoons or folding the napkins. arghhh ... i want to do those tooo !!!!
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1st pt - bad shoes. never wear heels to work in restaurant. my feets are completely numb now.
2nd - never argue with idiots there. they like to act big then sooth them. if u argue they will tell grandma story. ***roll eyes -- hai
3rd - try to touch fish if possible. if u are missing there for 1 hour i don't think anyone will notice. the place is so big!!
4th - massage ur face before and after work. with all that smilessss on my face. hahaa .. of course gott massage it la.
5th - if kana this kinda job. then get to know everyone and hope they will be nice to you too. then work happily...
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yawnnn ... not 2.30am. goodness that tomolo i'm not working. i hoping to go out to hunt for a comfy black shoes and for the LIME flea market. this wkend is some branded discount stuff. but hmm ... seems that no one is free??? planning to meet xy =) for the fortune telling thingy.
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Wish me LUCK !!!
