Thursday, October 06, 2005 @11:30 PM
The way he teased me, the humour he shared, actually moved me. I was looking forward to school, enjoying his presence.
Then, one day, I started thinking. Thinking whether this is normal? Afraid of falling into a pit, I kept this secret clandestinely.
Misses was what I used to describe my feelings without him. He forcedly occupied my mind.
However, a year older. Weather changed, company changed, surrounding changed and situation changed. I was heart-broken.
And one morning, I woke up and decided that he was not the one for me. I accepted the reality openly with a new beginning. Adapting my new life, treating him as one of us. Awkward for me, seems weird for him. I noticed, but deliberately ignored it. Laughed and forgot at his crankiness, his crankiness at times.
Ohgod,
there I go again.
